I am Julienne Anjeli from Baguio City. If I write about you, you're probably important or I hate you so much. 20 years of life. Love love! Give me

So someone said to me that you can never meet a good person off the Internet. I want to prove them wrong. Reblog if you’ve met someone from the Internet and they’ve turned out to be one of the best people to ever exist.

gusto ko po ng “Love and Misadventure” at “Lullabies” ni Lang Leav :”) Hahahaha!

As I look at the window and watch the rain,All I could ever think is you and me again.But as every drop in my window would fall,I keep on reminding my heart, that its over now and that’s all.Many times in my bed before I fall asleep.I reread those late night texts and and in my heart I wish:Tomorrow when I wake up, you name appears on my screenHoping you’ll say sorry and my heart you’ll win
Oh my sweet darling, my love what happened to us?The rain is falling again and you are what I think about.I wish I can talk to the rain, maybe it knows the answer to all my questionsOr I wish I could talk to you once more.

As I look at the window and watch the rain,
All I could ever think is you and me again.
But as every drop in my window would fall,
I keep on reminding my heart, that its over now and that’s all.

Many times in my bed before I fall asleep.
I reread those late night texts and and in my heart I wish:
Tomorrow when I wake up, you name appears on my screen
Hoping you’ll say sorry and my heart you’ll win

Oh my sweet darling, my love what happened to us?
The rain is falling again and you are what I think about.
I wish I can talk to the rain, maybe it knows the answer to all my questions
Or I wish I could talk to you once more.

He said to me, ‘You’re perfect,
and I want you to be mine.’
But I felt I wasn’t worthy,
and to be perfect, I need time.

I knew it would be worth it,
and I could be better if I tried.

Then he got tired of waiting,
and I watched my chance go by.

—  Lang Leav, “Perfect”

MED LIFE IT IS!

When you have a dream, you do all the means to achieve it. Even if it takes a lot of years, even if you need to cry every now and then just to remind yourself that you are still human and you get tired of course, and even if it feels like its the end of everything na kasi ang dami mo nang pagsubok na pinagdaanan and it feels like its never enough. You still go to it, you still push it. Why? Because it’s your dream and dreams are meant to be followed. It is meant to make it come true.

So here’s the blast, my almost 2  months in med school can be described as a disaster. Mahirap pero masaya. Ang daming kelangan  basahin thats why I have to sleep late and maaga ang klase that’s why i have to wake up early. That sums up my 2-4 hrs sleeping pattern for the past weeks. Pambawi lang ang weekend na hindi pa sigurado because may mga sususnod na naman report due the next monday. Oh well, its hard. It’s hard most of the time.

Pero alam mo kung anong reason kung bakit ako naghohold-on? Na kahit i feel so bobo not knowing any medical terms (kasi nga BS Psych ako) compared to my classmates na Nurse na? It is because I know that it is a big opportunity for me to learn new things. To go with the flow and be surprised of what might come next. It’s hard of course. But everything will always be worth it in the end. Susuko na ako, one time big time, malapit na akong umayaw pero hindi naman masosolve ng pagsuko ko yung fact na wala pala akong narating.

So Im pushing. 
Umpisa palang yan.
Madami pa.
Pero kaya ko yan.
Ako pa?!

Tuesday, 12 August 2014
Friday, 25 July 2014
this probably is one of the happiest days of my life, not because I have all the things that I wanted but because I have in my life all the people that I need and that I promise to love. Thank you Lord. Thank you.

this probably is one of the happiest days of my life, not because I have all the things that I wanted but because I have in my life all the people that I need and that I promise to love. Thank you Lord. Thank you.

Sunday, 13 July 2014

true love? true love my ass

if i write about you, you’re probably special or i hate you so much

Thursday, 3 July 2014

Maniniwala ka ba sa akin kung sasabihin kong una palang kitang makita, nag thump-thump na ang puso ko para sayo? Kung hindi, tutal mahilig ka naman sa computers, gumawa ka ng program na pwedeng magpabalik ng panahon. I-replay natin yung moment. Slow motion para masmaganda. Kaya lang sabi ni Melvin imposible daw makagawa ng time machine. Sabi ko kasi sa kanya igawan niya ako non ililibre ko sya ng empanada. Pero totoo yun. Hindi naman ako malihim. Sinabi ko naman agad na pogi ka.

As far as I can remember, you we’re sitting next to me with earphones on, on your black t-shirt, spotting girls walking in front of us (“us” kasi nga katabi mo ako that time) as you constantly say, “chix ni!” Natatawa ako while listening to your conversations.

So I went home with your external drive. Ayaw kitang itext sa totoo lang kasi katulad ng hindi mo pagkahilig sa phone, ganun din ako hindi kahilig sa pagtetext ng walang valid reason. But I texted you anyway kasi I wanted to start a conversation with you at hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ko pinaniwala ang sarili ko na valid reason yung pagtetext ko sayo just to pick up myself kasi hindi ka nga nagreply.

Pero in an instant, after talking for quiet sometime, figuring out what “i square you” means, and really wondering every night how are you doing, I just found myself answering “i love you too!” Believe me, hindi ako fan ng agad agarang love affair until I met you. Posible pala talaga yun.

Sayang nga e. Sana nakilala kita ahead of time, nung nga panahong hindi pa uso ang thesis, computer games, viber, candy crush, wechat, facebook, twitter, tumblr, or kahit cellphone man lang. Yung mga panahong hindi pa uso ang chix (chix vey? Haha) at ako lang ang uso. Could have been better noh? Pero hindi because we are born in this new generation kung saan ang magiging mundo mo pagdating ng panahon ay mga computers at ako naman ay mga may sakit sa hospital.

Pero wag ka kasi its still magical, kung naniniwala ka man sa magic. From strangers to (what are we again?) And from a simple “good night God bless us” to a “good night. I love you 1,2,3,4,5!) Still, hindi ako fan ng agarang love affair. Pero if ever we won’t last, hindi na ako uulit. Gusto ko ikaw na ang last na agarang love affair ko.. Kasi special ka at kahit ilang lalaki pa man ang makikilala ko pagdating ng panahon, I know deep with in my heart that once in my life I came to meet someone as special as you. Yun bang a person you can’t go a day without talking to? Yung laging laman ng isip mo kahit naghuhugas ka ng pinggan, or nagluluto ka, or naglalaro ng android apps, or nasa social network, basta nasa isip mo siya.. in my life, for the first time i felt it with someone. It just so happen that that first time is now and that someone is you.

Hindi ako nagsusulat ng ganito para makabawi sayo a! Hindi kasi talaga ako makatulog and I cannot even divert my attention to anything maliban sa bigat sa damdamin na nag-away tayo kanina at sinabi mong wala tayong patutunguhan. Don’t get me wrong ha? I love you and you know that. Pero sana kapag pagod ka na, wag kang maghesitate na magpaalam or sabihin sa akin. Or kung magbago man ang ihip ng hangin and you find yourself happy with Jap (close kami haha) again, let me know. Love is not just abt holding on but sometimes, its also abt letting go. Pero i hope it won’t happen. Kasi alam mo sa totoo lang, while reading your conversations, nalulungkot ako. Naiinis at the same time pero hindi ko masabi na nagseselos ako. Hindi ko masabi na masama ang loob ko kasi hiniling mo sa akin na wag kitang pigilang makipag kaibigan sa kanya, na wag kitang pigilang makipag chat sa kanya and I said “yes” kasi yun ang gusto mo at alam ko dun ka masaya. Tsaka hindi naman siya threat for me kung ikaw lang din ang basehan kasi sa akin ka naman naggu-“good night i love you” at hindi naman sa kanya..

I love you and I want to tell that to you everyday.. Araw araw hanggang makalimutan mo yung sakit na naidulot niya sayo.. Hanggang sa kaya mo nang magmahal ng buo ulit at hindi ka na matatakot na baka saktan ka lang ulit ng taong mamahalin mo. Gusto kong pawiin lahat ng sakit sa puso mo. Pero hindi ko kasi magawa. :( hindi ko kasi kaya. :(

Good morning mahal ko. Ayan para sa mga umagang baka makakalimutan kitang batiin.

Kumain ka na ha? Mahal kita. Ayan para sa mga meals na makakalimutan kong iremind sayo.

Pagaling ka. Hindi ko kasi kayang alam ko na may masakit sayo. Ayan para sa mga panahong magkakasakit ka at makakalimutan kong ipapalala sayong may reason para mabuhay.

Wag kang magpupuyat. Good night. I love you. Ayan para sa mga gabing makakalimutan kong mag-good night sayo.

May picture ka naman sa akin so sa tuwing ma-mimiss kita, pipikit lang ako at irerecall ko kung gaano ka-round and black ang mga mata mo at maaalala na kita.. 😃

Habang sinusulat ko to at naglalabas ako ng saloobin, at habang malapit ko nang matapos, feeling ko hindi na kita mahal or nabaliw lang ako at bukas panigurado magaling na ako pero i doubt. Alam ko bukas paggising ko ikaw na naman ang una kong iisipin at maghapon na naman yan hanggang sa makausap ulit kita at sabihin mong, “Ang korny nung sulat mo!” at syempre matatawa nalang ako sayo.

Pero hindi. Mahal kita e. :)
Good night Mr. Cabildo.
I square you (kblah whatever that means!) I love you. Good night! :)

Saturday, 21 June 2014
Monday, 16 June 2014
life is a journey 😜😆😊

life is a journey 😜😆😊

Sunday, 15 June 2014
Anonymous:
wow hipon!

Ganyan talaga kapag hindi ka masaya sa sarili mong itsura, maghahanap k ang pwede mong ilait sa iba. Hahahahaha.

 
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